The thing is.. When I’m high.. I can’t stop. Mania craves more mania. It’s a living, breathing organism that keeps growing and growing. It feeds off of everything. You’re moving too slow? It irritates me, but that’s alright it just feeds my energy to go faster. I crave people, I crave drugs, I crave MORE. I need to be higher and higher and it’s never high enough. Sky is NOT the limit dammit!! You cannot put a limit on life.
Oh wait.. Crashing and hospitalization.. That would be a limit..
originally written April 25, 2013